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Sunday, June 19, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:34 PM HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!!!
This year, we had a 2 family combined celebration together with my aunt. Which is not bad!!! Caught Mr Popper's Penguins this afternoon! So rare that my dad will want to watch an English movie.  And it's awesome!!! So was Jim Carey!Then we all went to have dinner together! Wanted to go eat Astons (again), but I don't know why dad wasn't very keen about dining there, so we went to Toa Payoh instead. And on the way there...     And tada! UNO Beef House for dinner!  And the adults sitting at one table, while I accompany the kids.  And my chicken choooooop. 2nd time there and, actually the food isn't really that great. Hmmmmmm...  And I finally got my microsoft office from Popular just now!!!Yay at least I'm starting to make good use of my netbook. Okay, just something stupid to share with you all. For the past 1 week (yes, my asus baby has been at home for 1 week already) and I couldn't figure out how to connect it to the Internet cos it keeps telling me "limited access". So today, I sought help from my uncle... And found out... that... the problem was... I KEYED IN THE WRONG SECURITY KEY! MAJOR -.- NOOB MOMENT! :< - K anyway, it's Father's Day today. Gonna just share some thoughts. I think I've never ever prepared a Father's Day gift for dad before. I've seen many people writing on their facebook about how they love their dads. Yes, my dad loves me a lot. I love him too. He gives me more than what I really need. He's always sure that I have enough to spend, makes sure that I'm happy, and always goes the extra mile for me, sometimes it makes mum jealous, I presume. Just that... It's strange how... I'm not close to him. I think it's because he spends very little time at home, with the family cos of his work. Over the years, the time that we get to see him only decreases. It used to be having the weekends (actually I can't remember much about this), then Sundays... then Sundays morning - evenings. And now, only the afternoons. So lucky you, if you have your dad at home every night. Actually, I don't even exactly know what's the feeling of having dad at home every night. I think it just sounds weird to me. So recently, I've been thinking, maybe... my dad isn't suited to be a family man. I don't know. We don't have much to talk about. And it's sometimes awkward seeing him at home. So it's just, him in the room, and me in the living room doing our own things. And he asks me a few questions about school and I say bye to him when he's leaving the house. Other than that, we communicate through post-it notes. Car rides with just the 2 of us makes me feel... weird. Mum's always telling me how much my dad loves me, how much he can give me just because I want something. Yes I know it. Very clearly. Everytime I behave rudely, he never did scold me. And when I know that he's very affected by it, I've never once apologised. I think I never knew how to put it across. I'm not like my brother. I'm not as passionate and affectionate as him. I don't give hugs to my dad like how he does. My brother can make people happy with those small actions, but that's not me. I don't know how I should express my gratitude and love for my dad (and even sometimes mum). I admit, I'm not a very good daughter. But still... Thanks Dad, for everything. And thank you for making my week so much better :) Labels: Family, Fathers' Day, Food, Movie |
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