I'm on my 3rd lesson now and apparently... I'm feeling a little disappointed at how I'm progressing.

I thought it wasn't that bad after my first lesson after I was able to move the damn car. 

Went for lesson today, feeling optimistic since I set goals for myself, promising not to repeat my mistakes (after an unsatisfactory 2nd lesson yesterday), but damn, I wasn't in form - stalling at traffic lights, crashing / clashing the stupid gears (and hearing sighs and signs of annoyance from the instructor & not checking my mirrors), and yes, these 2 are enough to make me feel like meh. 

I HATE it when people react like this to me. I know it's all part of learning, but urghhh it makes me so discouraged and I wanna redo the entire lesson so that I can correct everything. Feels like I'm taking piano lessons all over again. Now... piano seemed easier...

My most common phrases during lessons are, "oh shit", "HOW", "orh", "don't know". Is it normal to be like this?

I tell my mama about it, but she just makes me feel like I'm stupid. Or actually, everyone makes me feel this way sigh sigh.

Frankly speaking, I'm so eager to prove everyone wrong. Like damn, I want to drive the car properly pfft. 

Ok, I can't wait for my lesson next Monday.

YEAHHHH IMMA DO THIS SHIT.

DRIVING LESSONS?

*twist*