Monday, April 9, 2012
Last blogged @ 3:06 PM

Everyone's not at their seats now, so I thought I'll just pen down a few words.

Been feeling very lousy today.

Had to change my seat. Nothing much. But I thought I'm sitting further from where everyone is right now, I feel so... isolated.

Been tasked to do something which I thought would be exciting, turns out to be even more demoralising.

Read something, which I probably shouldn't have, now my blood's boiling. Every.Single.Time. It makes me so angry, I know I should just stop doing it, but annoying the hell outta me. Why must they do this :(

I hate to pretend to be who I am right now. I feel so uncomfortable.

I feel like I'm not good enough for everyone, anyone. I can't live up to people's expectations. I don't excel in anything. It drives me mad thinking that I can't do a single thing. I hate how I become so reliant on others when I've become too comfortable with them. I want to become stronger. I need to become more independent.

I know its just the time of the month, but it's quite bad if every time I keep thinking about nonsensical stuff. I need some management on my emotions.

Maybe I should ignore the world till I sort all these out. Really.