One expression from my mum is all it takes to ruin all my plans.

Fine.

4 hours before I fly and I'm sitting at home crying to myself for no reason.

I cancelled all my plans, listened to you and now you ignore me.

Thanks for making me sound so worthless all these while. Yeah, maybe I am.

So who am I to sit here and wallow in self pity when everything I did was wrong.

All I did was childish and pointless.

Gonna be the best trip ever.

I'm sorry to all my friends for wasting your time.

I miss my boyfriend but I can't do anything about it.

Not surprising if he's probably pissed at me right now cos I'm throwing a stupid tantrum.

I'm feeling very very apologetic right now but I don't know what to do about it.

Or maybe I'm just making a scene out of nothing.

It's just one week. Who cares anyway.

Probably doesn't make a difference whether I'm home or not.

Goodbye.