I shouldn't be here right now.
Fucking MSTs are starting tomorrow and the teachers are not letting us off!
Right, so conduct lessons as usual? I am NOT happy with this kind of arrangement.
I am not even half confident of doing well for my accounts paper. I have tons of doubts and I'm going to go mad soon.
And I don't want to sit in the classroom for 3 mad hours doing things I don't want!
So, easy. Just pon school!
But... another massive dilemma.
The girls, are actually thinking of going. And I feel bad for just throwing everything to them while I stay at home.
Call me stupid. Seriously, who thinks so much when they wanna pon school!
Excuse me, but I have never done that in my entire poly life. And since tomorrow are tutorials, it's only right I go and contribute.
But...
Come to think of it, my exams are more important! Isn't it?!
(And as I continue typing this, I feel like I'm gonna break down soon.
Why do I feel guilty? Why do I feel like I'm bad?!)
I'm going to stop here.
I keep changing my mind and it's bringing me to nowhere. I hate this.
I hate you school.
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